Well, I have to start somewhere! I call this first blog ” a new start” for more than the obvious reason of it being the very first blog. My entire life seems as if it has changed and I am starting over, once again!
Having just moved from my office and warehouse of 23 years to my home, has not been an easy transition. After spending much thought, energy, plenty of anxiety and lots of hard work on moving out, I realized I had to move in as well! Just as I thought moving out was the main goal, thus expending all my energy on that, I realized that my home was now turned upside down and inside out.
I have yet to clean out my car filled with stuff from my warehouse and it makes me wonder if I need any of it. Boxes filled with files sit in my living room, all the rooms have some evidence of this move and yet I have not had the energy or desire to go through it all. After all I’ve doing that for weeks already just getting here!
Having to make room for my new work space is taking much more time and energy than I thought it would. I’m sure many of you have taken on the same feat, whether you were forced to do it or did it voluntarily.
I think some of the confusion comes from changing the daily routine I’ve had for 23 years, commuting to Tampa. The drive took an hour and I never minded this at all. This was a transition time from home to work that was relaxing to me. Liking to drive and listening to talk radio, I never saw it as a disadvantage. Now the transition time is very short, only a hallway. I say goodbye to the dogs and tell them to have a nice day. Naturally they have already taken it for granted. You would think they would be more appreciative that I am now at their disposal all day but they just lay around like they did when I was gone, I’m sure!
It’s confusing to work from home for me. As I made the descision to close my office, or rather the economy made that descision for me, I imagined a typical day to be integrated, with me working at my computer, working on my websites, taking orders and then going outside to do some yard work, throw in a load of laundry, and all the daily chores that I used to have to do on my supposed time off, the weekend.
So far this has not happened. I LOOK outside and I see lots of activity, there is a bluebird nest practically right outside my window and this morning I was rewarded with watching the baby bluebird fly around and mom and dad watching close by. But as far as actually doing any real much needed yard work, nope.
That is where the confusion comes in as well, look, you’re either at work or you’re not! My phone rings all day, how will it look to a prospective customer if I’m working in the yard instead of slaving in front of a computer? Okay, great…they can’t see me but I know I’m not working. Well, yard work isn’t called that for no reason, but you know what I mean.
I seem to a bit lost. I’m sure many of you have made this transition very easily but for me the distinction between home and work are now gone. There isn’t enough of a difference for me now. I know it’s only been a week really, so I try to be kind to myself and just let myself flounder for a while but I know at some point I will have to really get to work!!
Or, is it possible to just relax and let it all flow naturally with a few moments taken to water my potted plants and do a bit of much needed weeding and then coming back to the computer to be more inspired and creative. It is those small daily breaks that give us our energy after all. I think I wrote about that in a previous newsletter.
I think things will work out. I hope they will for you too if you’ve made this transition.
This blog will be a mixture of daily life events, the hardships and the joys and of course last but not least any advice I can give to those who love to garden and to those who use my products. Whether it be your roses, your lawns or flower beds, I’ve got direct experience and a long career behind me to help you decide which fertilizer or pesticide to use. Coming to you from my 5 acre homestead, which I will make sound like heaven at times and represent realistically most of the time, I have the same problems you have. Ants, Chinch Bugs, weeds, ,making descisions on what to plant, landscaping new beds, planting trees or just renovating, all of it! I’m sure I can learn from you and I hope I can be of benefit as well.
I have to go take out the trash now so if you call me, just pretend I am in my office hard at work. Just know that you, my customer, are very important to me and all kidding aside I always take the time necessary to expedite your order or help you any way I can , no matter where I am!
Monique